This has felt different from the beginning. I know that this time, I'm not going to fail. I don't know how I know that. I don't know where I was able to find the willpower that's been missing for so long. But it's here!

Sometimes, I just need to write the pep talk I need to hear, whether or not I believe it.

Totally got my first gym high today! Also saw someone from my high school, but I did not say hello. I don't think she recognized me, anyway. (It's the hair.)